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2006-08-13T17:56:00.000-07:00

sigh.
i dunno how t describe my feeling now.
im so lost and lonely.
im freaking dunno what to do.
i got back chi Os on friday.and i got a very disgraceful grade.
now.today.my 1st uncle passed away.
and i called mum t inform her abt uncle's death.
mum kept reminding me t work hard.
but i felt like giving up.i seriously dunno what to do now.
msged her.thought i can go out w her for a movie.
but in the end, i dunno la.
im very vexed.

i cried. i feel useless.
im tired of acting happy infront of all my friends.
i am only ur best friend now.
i cant be bothered what u are treating me as now.
as long as i know. in my heart you still the one i love most.

2006-08-10T18:21:00.000-07:00

what a long holiday.
but it's gonna end tonight at 12am!
because i've gotta be back in school tmr for lessons! =(

TUESDAY
went out w peeps to watch fireworks at esplanade.
SINGAPORE THEME ROCKS la!
TEEHEE.
the place was over crowded w people.
so cool !!
the fireworks show was so amazing.
i wish you were there to watch it w me.
headed to subway for dinner.
ck treated us. thanks pal! =))
headed home after that.
slept.

WEDNESDAY

was suppose to reach taman jurong at 2pm t study.
but end up, met up w the peeps at 205pm at the bus stop.
haha.then decided t change the venue t jurong spring cc mac.
settled down.did a little bit of homework. then had my lunch ard 3plus lorr.
left there at 4plus lorr.bus-ed down t je.
then walked around lorr. bought some food home.
went home.watched the parade den went to sleep w/o eating.
was woke up by my sis lorr.asking me t pei her watched tv.
den watched a little.wanted t go back t slp. den end up sitting in my rm.
stonning like a stone la okay. i didnt know why.
i just missed you so badly.
i want to see you.
then i heard my phone vibrating. it was you!
yeaps. i was so delighted! =))
was so excited to hear your voice.
we chatted awhile. ((: so happy la.
LALALA. okay. you ppl must be thinking im siao?
haha.im not siao okay! haha. im fine.
HEEHEE HEEHEE.
went out of my room to read the papers.
then received ur msg.
msg awhile more den u wanted t slp le.
yeaps.den i went back to sleep.

THURSDAY

SLACKED the WHOLE DAY ! =((
feel so guilty for not studying.
-ROARS
HUIPING!! STUDY!! PRELIMS ARE COMING! 1 more month!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
MUST BEAR WITH IT. JIAYOU!

to you*: you too kae! MUST JIAYOU! dunt stress yourself ahs! if not got white hair.
TEEHEE.
i love you.

2006-08-06T22:38:00.000-07:00

i miss you so much now. real badly.
i so wanna see you and hug you.
i'll wait for you. i promise.
remember our deal okie =))

wells, i have been out for the past 2 days?
wa liew.can die lorr. i didnt know going out the whole day can be that tiring.
especially waiting for my sister to try on clothes..etc etc..
and in the end.she didnt buy anything for herself.
i got 2 striped polo shirts and a pair of R.C slippers at ngee ann.
today, woke up around 830am. slacked ard.
left house ard 12pm to meet the peeps to go eugene's hse.
we ordered MAC.den ate.blah blah blah.
started work ard 215pm till 530pm.
after that watched a ghost show.
the guys were mean lah. they keep scaring the girls.
and the girls kept screaming. like oh man.
their screaming were super sharp kan.
left ard 715pm. headed down to jurong east central.
walked ard. went to see some handphone.
deciding on another 2nd-hand hp.den went t makan.
bus-ed home.
alrights.
i shall go mug ready.
takkiare people.

to you*: take good care okie? dont stress yourself too much at work alrights =))
loves.misses.

2006-06-14T16:40:00.000-07:00

gosh.
my back hurts like hell men.
today had w.k.w matches against kranji. 3-1
3 cheers for us peeps! ((:
fell 2 times men.. bruises are found again..nvm lahs.. "not pain"
wells, we're in the semis! gna fight w RAFFLES tmr.
ALL E WAY!

lunched at jp kopitam w e juniors.
wanted t meet her for movie.den.aiyoyoyo..
and e juniors went baq t sch for trng
den i stayed on w the kranji peeps.
went t arcade t play awhile.
while playing e bball game, someone came t steal my SHOE BAG!
-slaps head
why on earth must that fellow steal my shoe bag men..
okays.den it's like. rui yi told me tt den i gave chase from e arcade till e escalator can..
worst then physical trng i tell you..
i was like some mad person chasing the thief. rui yi was running behind me.
i caught him den he throw my shoe bag t me.
den i started t shout vugalurities at him lahs.
the 3rd n 4th lvl ppl kept looking at me.
damn paiseh. after 2 mins, e security came up.
so me n rui yi were like..now den come up? e thief oso run away ready.
nvm lorr. den some friends from triangle shop came out n ask me what happen
walked baq t e arcade.den saw gina n liting still playing the bball game.
and i gave tt very diao face kan..
after which, we left e arcade.den rui yi told them wad happen
gina n liting were like blurr blurr.den they tot we were in the arcade playing games.
who knows we were out there chasing a thief..
and they were laughing like mad lahs..
my 1st time chasing a thief in my life sial..i only do tt on time crisis 2 seh..
haha.wad sial..
on e way home, they continued laughing lahs..
o.0

came home.told mum abt e incident.den she was like huh?
everything inside ur shoe bag anot?den they best is.
after tt kenna scolded by mum..
-ROARS
showered.
told mum i wanna go out.
den she said cannot! alamak! wad sial..
cos mum said i've t rest more.if not tmr how t play..
of cus. im still gna go out cos i wan t watch movie w her!
heh heh

wells, that's for now. takkiare!

2006-06-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

time passes so slowly w/o you by my side.

2006-06-08T00:11:00.000-07:00

Had O lvl practical today.
everything went well but was rushing for time.
wasnt well-prepared for it.luckily the outcome of the dishes were wonderful.
wad a close shave.
didnt do much after that.
came home ard 5 plus.
fell alsp till 8. had leg cramp.
didnt had a leg cramp for a long time.
i screamed into my pillow and teared.
came stumbling down the floor and bite my pillow.
i hate leg cramps especially when it's like for 2mins and it's so sudden
at that point i was wondering.
where were you?
i rmb u had leg cramp that day too.
and where was i?
sigh.

no one's blaming you for that..
im serious.
wo ai ni.

2006-06-06T17:04:00.000-07:00

i need to run away from the reality too..

take me away with you will you?

we shall go to a far far place where no one will find us

it will just be the two of us together.

no disturbance.

2006-06-06T16:55:00.000-07:00

how are u doing now?

i hope u're thinking what you should.

take it easy alrights.

simply.i miss you so much.

sigh.

chicken lil loves you.

-huggs

2006-06-06T08:29:00.000-07:00

you will not see the same old me anymore.

leaving you alone w/o taking care of you.

do u think i can?

no matter wad i've t say.

is all on deaf ears inside you!

but can you WAKE UP!

by not talking about all this u are ready RUNNING away from REALITY!

u said simple things i dun even understand.

den what abt you?!

u think u understand simple things which are SUPER STRAIGHT FORWARD?

u ask me t write out e pros n cons.

den now.

you SHOULD write a REFLECTION LETTER on yourself.

yes.u may say.i dun have e rights t ask u t write a reflection letter.

but it's all up t you if u really want t change for e better.

go on and reflect.

it wont harm you. it will just only make u REALISE that what has happened!

WAKE UP FROM UR SENSES ALRIGHTS!

what's e point of RUNNING AWAY!

all this FCUKING things happened.i just wan t be there for you.

and what THE FUCK i get in RETURN! let's not talk abt getting back in return.

i dunt care wad attitude u're going t give me.

you think u are really brillant?

u think i made u a FOOL. sometimes i find myself being a FOOL !

WITH UR FUCKING ATTITUDE. letting u t take advantages!

let me tell you.dunt take people helps for granted. and you jollywell know what i mean.

you dunt think before you talk.

you can pin point ppl's mistakes.and they accept it.den wat abt u?can you?

u DUNT EVEN WAN T TRY sitting down n have a gd chat t find out wad's wrong!

but still.i love you for who u are.

2006-06-05T16:58:00.000-07:00

im completely dying to see you..
sigh..
things were going the right way for us for the past 1wk plus..
and now..just only 1day..it all happened in a day..
just one particular day..
i hope you will think through it..
it aint simply that simple at all..
i know your mind is full of things..
the things are whirling in ur mind..
and you're stressed up w stuffs..
there's so much things i want t say and discuss w you..
you're freaking mad at me now..
but do u know how i feel when u neglected n all that cold shoulder u gave me..

i shouldnt be there.but i really didnt think abt e consequences..

in ur heart, u must be wondering.. did i ask u t come down?

wells..all actions have its own consequences.
guess u didnt even think abt it when u treated me in tt manner..
when one gets mad..they dun noe wad they are doing..
that explains the incident on sun..
sigh..
i wish we can have a thrash talk together to solve the problems.
and you must be very careful when u're working okays..
i miss you dearly..

2006-06-05T14:29:00.000-07:00

im feeling blue now..

im losing control..

i just want you back..

why must all these things occur..

it's too happening..why must it happen at this time..

is it a test for both of us?

sigh.

im dying to see you now..

can we talk over it?

i miss you.

i felt upset when u treated me so coldly..

i know i shoudnt be down there..

but i really need t see you.

jus ur smile can make my day..

but it seems like im making the matter worst..

i did not think abt e consquences when i came t look for u in e morning..

but i did thought abt the consquences when i raised my voice at you..

you still wont listen to wad i have to say.

im lost in the middle of no where..

dear..let's talk abt it can we?

i love you.

2006-06-04T09:16:00.000-07:00

wells.many things happened.
dun wanna tok abt it.
jus worried abt silly dear dear..
she must be slping soundly now..
yawns.im feeling tired too.
-ROARS
family problems should be out of my mind soon.
that one must kick out from my mind.
confirm.gurantee 100% chop chop sia..haha!
yeaps.i wanna be stronger n stronger.
in terms of mental and physical strength lahs..
of cus..not that type of bull strength lorr ..strong enuff t kill people sial..
haha!
okays.im crapping ard again.that's a gd news men.
wahaha!
k lahs.i wanna go orh orh le.
gd nights ppl.

2006-06-01T00:12:00.000-07:00

wells wells.
my dear is at my hse now.
slping soundly.
heh heh.
okays.
she jus got up..
cooked dinner cum supper for both of us ((:
so sleepy men.
there's sch tmr.
PHYSICS e boring MR LEE.
haha..
k lahs.i wanna go catch some slp too.
tata!

to dear:
hope u like today's meal =))

2006-05-27T10:41:00.000-07:00

the past few days have been enjoyable w you dear =))
i love you! (: my precious girl.
will cook another meal for you real soon okies..
HEEHEE.
i miss you so much now.
i guess yer watching tv now.haha..
i know yer gna read dis.
jus wanna tell you.
you're my one and only one :)

2006-05-20T13:01:00.000-07:00

i miss you.

sigh.

i want to see you now..

i want to tell you how much i love you.

i really do..

i dunt want to leave you..

i rmb.u promise me tt u will be celebrating my bday.

but now..

sigh.

i want you back..

i learnt my mistakes.

give me another chance will you?

please..

2006-05-17T00:01:00.000-07:00

watching the bone collector now.
was suppose t read my bk.
read halfway den came out t watch some tv.
waiting for dear's call.
but i didnt check my hp for 20mins ready!
i shall go check now.
wells.dear called me several times.
i better get back her calls now.
update some other time den.
ciaoz!

2006-05-13T16:22:00.000-07:00

tmr's mothers' day!
happy mother's day, mum! =))
hope she can see this.but she cant!
cos she doesnt have my blog add.
haha.okays.that's lame.
oh wells.she's flying off tmr wib tt guy.
im rude i know.pardon me.
this whole wk was fun.
yubbs.but i kept making silly dear pissed off w me.
hopefully i can dine out w her mum tmr.
HEEHEE.yeahs.
sigh.so many things happened
but still my silly dear made me move on.
u're e one who have been there for me everytime i need you.
thanks silly dear.
-huggs

i have to go.haha.slp i guess.
takkiare ppl!

2006-05-11T01:05:00.000-07:00

exams are gna end soon.
time passes super duper quick man.
LOL.
wells.dis few days have been super fun la!
haha.i enjoy being w my silly dear.
-smiles
though i kept making her pissed off w me.
this entry will be short.my mind aint wrking ready.
nights peeps!

i love you my silly dear.

2006-05-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

haha!

okays.i think im crazy lahs

im suppose t be mugging for HISTORY NOW.

cos i'vent even started my revision for HISTORY.

wells.at least im glad tt i've completed my revision for chem

wahaha!

i think im gna score badly for history lahs.

oh mans.yeaps.

haha!

i just love the feeling of sneaking out in e middle of e night t meet my silly dear!

=]]]]

seriously i've never sneak out b4.

tt day was super uber scary when i was sneaking out.

i was praying hard tt my parents wont wake up.

HEEHEE.

of course they did wake up.

cos they didnt realise i was MISSING for 3 hrs.

why?cos i closed my rm door.so dey ASSUME tt i was asleep.

so COOL!

okays.wells.

im gna sneak out of the hse soon again.

i mean after my mum's aslp lahs.haha!

i wanna see silly dear! she's coming t meet me.

-smiles

oh wells.i better go revise some history stuffs.

ciaoz!

2006-05-05T18:41:00.000-07:00

havent been blogging

sigh.so many things happened

im jus so stressed up lahs.

bud still i have my silly dear to accompany me! ((:

thanks for being there for me silly dear! though u've got probs of ur own.

u're my everything! and i mean it. I LOVE YOU*!

today.had eng p2 n ss.

haha.okays.i wrote some craps for my seq.my teacher told us e wrg thingy la

oh wells.nvm abt it.it's over anyway.

silly dear and esther came t meet me n pauline for lunch.

lunched at cu.went home.showered.

sent her to work den hang ard taka n far east.

reached home ard 6pm.mum called t nag at me.haha!

dun really have e mood t blog ready.

why must e JERK come home?

get out man.so irritating.

damn him.make sure he doesnt find trouble for me.

-ROARS

dun wanna tok abt it lahs.if not it's gna spoil my mood further.

i miss my silly dear!

i still thinking of wad t get for u on e 190506.

gotta plan soon after my exams! HEEHEE.

sakae after exams! still we've t wait for my results t be out.

there's no sakae if i do badly! =(

alrights.wanna catch some slp now.

takkiare peeps.all e best for mid yr exams! =))

2006-04-15T22:36:00.000-07:00

it has been a boring holiday cum weekend for me.

i didnt spend it wisely.ARGHHHH!!

the whole of yesterday which was a GOOD FRIDAY

i spent my time at home ROTTING and ONLINE-ING.

i was suppose to get my butt out of the house and town.

wells.i think im getting bored of towning ready.

everytime when i walked passed a particular place or spot

it reminds me of you.

i remember how you cared.comforted me when i was down.

i still remember when i gave you a bday surprise.

you were so stunned. when i handed over a lovely bday note to you.

you were shocked. wells.that was meant to be a surprise. =))

i still remember

your first hug and kiss on my cheeks to me was so warm and nice though it was quick.

but i loved it.i wish we were so loving like the past.

oh wells.like i said it's the past.

but i wish we can start afresh all over as a fren.

can we?

okays.back to the main blogging.

somehow i got carried away.

yeah.ltr im still gna have tuition.-yawns

homework aint completed.

revision for upcoming mid yr aint done.

-ROARS

loads of things aint completed lahs.

sigh.

practically.the whole of yesterday.i was sitting at the living room

staring into the sky and kept thinking about you.

wondering how are you doing now.

tt's when i decided to send you a HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY MSG. ((:

as expected.i knew you wouldnt reply me.

wells.yesterday's dinner was nasi lemak. super uber DELICIOUS!

YUMMY! i think i didnt eat nasa lemak for 2yrs ready la.haha!

slept around 2am.watched tv from 9pm-2am.haha! 6 hrs of TV!

woke up around 830am.did some housework.

cos mummy's coming home today! oh my.

haha.she better come back w my stuffs.

YEAHS! i cant wait for tmr. im going out! to dotter cheryl's sch concert! =))

i need to plan my new weekly timetable asap!!

alrights.that's all for now i guess.

takkiare peeps!

i love you guys who have been there for me when im down.

i love you*.i'll wait for you.

2006-04-11T18:55:00.000-07:00

jus got home from tamp sports hall.

went t support mz dey all.

dey won tkgs 4-1. congrats peeps!

wells.sch's boring.it's really a bore.

mrs loh didnt come for 2days ready.

everyone's suspecting tt she's pregnant! ((:

tt's very good.heh heh.

currently, all e teachers are revising e topics for mid yr.

and.for hist exam.we only have got 3 chaps t study

okays.tt's a gd news.but but.haiya.dunno wad t say.

haha! wells.at least i dun have t study for chinese nw.

all i need is just t read n read e chi newspapers! =))

i got back my chi test paper ysd.

and i was super happy! haha.cos i scored 27/50.

okays.e score aint fabulous.but but.im satisfied enuff.

as i've never pass any of my chi test since e yr started.

haha.an improvement made! =))

friday is approaching! HEEHEE

i cant wait for FRIDAY! -grins

i love you*.

2006-04-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

ysd was another slacking day for me

-ROARS

i luv t slack for e whole day.

yet i hate t have tt feeling of nt completing my hwk.

haha.wells.i had tuition at 3pm.

did some qns.brain-less yet i cant solve.

haha!den after tt watched some tv.

went out w sis t meet mum at jp

mum wanted t dine at fish & co.

bud we're so hungry tt we didnt wait.

so we headed t billy bombers for dinner

e food portion was HUGE.

while eating, e pain came back.

oh hells.i was whinning due t e discomfort .

mummy is gna make a new app soon.which is after mye.

tt will be like.a mth or so.RAHH!!

i luv gg t hosp.i've no idea why.

LOL.

-pouts

exams in 3wks time.

i've nt start revising any of my work la.

so irritating.i so hate myself for being lazy.

i think my lazy-ness is causing my studies t drop n drop

RAH!

okays.today is a new day for me!

haha.i dragged myself out frm e bed.

im a BIG LAZY BUM.

went for a wash up.

den did my emaths hwk!

amazing okays.

haha.i've like got 4 sets of maths tuition hwk t do b4 sat comes.

1 hist sbq(4qns).1 set of emaths specimen paper which is due tmr!

alrights.i better get going before mum gets home n finds me using e comp!

gd bye.

2006-04-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

sch was extremely fun today!

it's international friendship day! ((:

so yeah.yk's clique gave us goodie treats.

how nice of them =))

thanks fellows!

yes. pe was okok lorr.

haha.but yea.yk tripped onto xr's leg and fell

OUCH! her skin jus came off like tt okays.

pain men.

wells.as usual.dis morning i look grumpy cos of tt pain lahs.

so bloody pain kan.

luckily it aint tt like tt time

when i had t rolled on the floor t ease the pain.

sounds dumb i know.

after two hrs or so.the pain went away.

emaths test was so so.hope i can score this time round!

after sch.went cu wib half e class.

how united aye.

haha! we've yet t design our class tee b4 superteen!!haha

wells wells.

after tt i went home.was suppose t go for check up.

but i didnt go.cos i was super tired n sleepy.no choice

mum had t cancel it.

hopefully e pain wouldnt come b4 my nxt appt.

LOL!

alrights.i better get going.

takkiare.tt's all for now.

2006-04-04T19:51:00.000-07:00

im so sleepy.
wells.i've been rotting e whole afternoon.
i SLACKED.
i didnt wan t do any of my homework.
im still worried about you*.
RAHH!!
i feel so uncomfortable.
sometimes.when i wan t msg you.im afraid tt u may find me irratating.
when i dun msg you.i feel uneasy n worried abt u.
i jus dun know wad t do.
sigh.

4 more tests for the following 3days.
-ROARS
i wan t be test free!!!

tell me tt you* still love me will you?

2006-04-04T14:58:00.000-07:00

sigh.

nationals over.

wells.it's over.but still my heart aches.

i really dunno how t describe tt feeling.

i've got t hang my racket up for e time being. ):

im jus so stressed with everything la.and again.

who aint stress in this world huh jaEr!!

-pouts

went t look for her at the hosp.bud i was an hr late.

she was discharged.

i dunno when i can see her again.

RAHH!!

i just miss her so much.dun ask me why.

it's just my feelings for her.

it has never changed since the day she left me.

i wish i could forget her.but i cant.

i've been telling ppl t move on.yet i cant.

mid yr is gna commence soon.in a mth's time.

-screams

my f&n is in a mess.real mess.im lacking of time.

my time management sucks lahs!!

-ROAR

i've been towning like nobody's business.

and i've been losing my appetite.sigh.

im trying my very best t study for e exams.

still trying hard.but not tt hard as before.

cos im jus so plain lazy n tired.

wells.it's time t work hard.if not i can jus say bye bye t jc.

even mum said so by looking at the RED marks on my 1st term report.

sigh.

she aint reading my blog anymore.

but it's okay.i still wan t write this.

I LOVE YOU*.I DO.

t my teammates:

heyy cheer up okay gers! dun brood over it.move on! learn frm e mistakes.

dun make tt mistakes in future anymore yea.be e CHAMP again for 07'!

when i come back t visit u guys.u gers better be crying for JOY alrights!! ((:

wells.still.55claps for us! =)) i love my team!

t you*:

though u said u dun read my blog anymore.but i know one day u'll

read it again.i wan you* t get well soon alrights.take gd care of urself.

and I MISS YOU LOADS.practically everything in you.ur smile.ur laughter.

lastly, i still wan t say.i love you from e bottom of my heart.i'll wait..

2006-03-29T21:32:00.000-08:00

wells.im feeling so low now.

today's match against xss.

a disaster. a real one i mean.

i played well.but still not satisfied.i cried.

hit my fist on e door too.t hell w it.it hurts now.

shucks.i hate the feeling of losing.

i mean who doesnt yeah.but.after much thinking

i think i should let it go bahs.

after comp went t jp t meet marcus den get my sneakers.

yubbs.after tt.chatted awhile den went home.

went home.chatted on the phone w sy.

showered.dinner.watched tv.

im going t slp soon.my blue black on my knee cap is getting bigger n bigger

it's painful.RAHH!!!!

i wan t cry out loud now! but i cant.sigh.

someone pls save me!

well well.chem test tmr.im lazy t revise it now.

i shall bottle down a barcadi later n jus slp till the nxt morning

i still have feelings for you.do you know tt? sigh.

2006-03-28T17:05:00.000-08:00

wells.im back to blog.

this few days.the weather is so crazy la.

one moment so HOT! n e nxt.so cold! o.0

alrights.ysd played against ahs. 3-2.

tough fight we had.okays.i played badly as usual.

dunno why.im pissed w myself lahs.

and guess wad.i had a slight fever b4 the game started.

just my luck men.LOL.

oh wells.hope i recover my skills tmr!

against xss.

'b' gers.jus do our very best yea! =))

good luck t peeps who are playing tmr!

alrights.im feel so tired lahs.everyone is feeling tired.

the best thing i rmb i did today was tt i slept during comb hum.

i know tt's very usual lahs.cos the whole class always fall aslp right immediately

once mrs bala stepped into e class.her lessons are BORING.

well wad to do?..only solution is to sleep.LOL

but i slept only like the 2nd period of her lessons.the 1st period

i was practically listening t her old grandma stories lahs.

it aint related t history at all.

so me n yq gave that very dumb face t eachother!

after sch, lunched at cu w e clique.

and yea.i was kenna banged by yq several times la!

cos i said alot of dumb and wrg things!

LOL.

went home w my boy.

chatted abt our future.

den blah blah blah.haha.

there's chi test tmr.im looking forward t it men!

dunch ask me why.but i think im beginning t love chi.

LOL.weird huh?yeah.i'll love chi for dis 2months only.

after tt.i will start t dislike it. wahaha!

the following day will be chem test.

to hell w it lahs.so many chap t study.

i better start revising for chem.soon i mean.

yeah.after i take my long n peaceful nap ((:

aye.guess i'll blog sometime soon.LOL

tata peeps! =))

im so in love w this song! L.O.V.E-ashlee simpson!

2006-03-20T15:29:00.000-08:00

My life is so screwed.

im bloody fcuked up with studies.

everything is going wrong for me.

Oh hell.

studies is over-taking my mind.body and health!

sigh.

wish you were here for me.

2006-03-15T22:28:00.000-08:00

im tired.

DAMN tired.

okays.played badly.

wasnt satisfied w all my shots except for the punching part.

well done emily.u go ger! luckily i've got u to cover my shots.

very sorry yeah.my arms, legs, and mind aint working .

hope tmr i wont be playing like a KUKU on court.

haha.yubbs.that's all for now i guess.

i miss the times we had together..

2006-03-14T11:48:00.000-08:00

heehee

gna be lunch break soon!

goodie good! =))

my head is spinning la.

drats.

im lacking of sleep every single day can.

so exhausted.haha.

ysd still msg my 2nd dotte till past midnight ahs.

haha.she's smart kies.ask me use calculator to count my mian yangs!!

-.-

will end sch only at 4plus.okay.super dumb.

im dead beat ready la.

sister took leave today.

so after trng.she's gna bring me out for a movie!

TEEHEE.

it has been months since she last brought me out for a movie!

three cheers for sister!

haha.that's LAME!

alrights.

im hungry.my stomach is calling for food ready.

b4 gastric come knocking on the door n starts t attack me!

super uber lame !

nahs.im hyper.

i miss you.

TIGGER!

2006-03-10T07:33:00.000-08:00

it's 730am.
yawns.
gna leave for school soon.
3 periods of maths.
after that.i've t present an article.
actually is discuss an article t my class.
ermm..haha! but i havent found any suitable article.
and wad.
i think everyone will jus die when they hear me speak chinese
well well.
better pray hard tt my reading will be perfectly fine.
haha! okays.ang moh boy toking.that's wad my relatives n frenz said abt me!
wahaha! alrights.blog ltr.
tata!

i miss you!

2006-03-09T20:41:00.000-08:00

just got back home from trng.
no one's home.
im ALONE again.
as usual.
like who cares right.
there's lunch tmr for the whole badminton team after mass assembly.
RAHH!!!! the 4 teams! :))
okays.mr teo said tt we are gg up to the stage to shake hands w da principal.
oh man.give us a break la hor.and we are gna come down EMPTY HANDED.
so dumb la.we shake hands den take pics.den come down from the stage.
no trophy.cos we were told NOT t bring.
feel so weird kan!

haha! today's phys lab experimental thingy was super FUN la!

haha! arthur n i was like trying to balance a dumb dumb ruler with two 100g of wt !!

we kept laughing n laughing n saying who's smarter.wahaha!

it's so fun having my bro doing experiments w me.shall have more lab sessions w him !!

wells.
finally march holi is coming.but still i've t go back t sch for the 1st two days !
just complete my coursework.not everything of cus!
haha!
night trng tmr.
report bk is coming BACK!
tmr will be a SHORT DAY!!
YAHH!!!!
i wanna go get that sneakers soon!
whooshh..bring it on babyy!!!!
im coming for you!!wahaha!e sneakers i mean.
dunch anyhow think!

a love quote:
Love is a many splendid thing.
Love lifts us up where we belong.
All you need is love!

does it sounds familiar t u?haha!

i'll wait for you..

2006-03-09T11:54:00.000-08:00

im dying from F&N la!

dangs.

i've been in the school lab for 1hr ready.yet i still cant find any new information for my

coursework!

oh mens!

to hell with it la.

O lvl f&n is very very similar to N lvl yet im still STUCK!

-bangs head-

alrights.

im freaking scared now la.

cos there's meet the parents' session tmr.

okays.i FAILED 4 great subjs.im so LOVING it la.

haha!

i feel so pissed with myself.im not studying at all.

bloody hell me.

my arse is like always sticking onto the sofa.oh man.

what crap la me.like that how to do well for O lvl.

F&n lessons gna end in 7mins time.

shall blog more when im back to my home NOT SWEET home.

to be exact.is my HOTEL room.

wahaha!

2006-03-05T23:04:00.000-08:00

there's trng tmr.

didnt touch my rackets since zonals ended!!

-whacks-

haha! okays.this whole wk.instensive trng will start till nxt wk!

studies.trng.slping.no TV allowed.

pilot pen comp here i come!heehee.

okays.

shall end here.

blog more tmr evening after trng.

2006-03-03T15:58:00.000-08:00

im missing you* badly..

my stomach aint feeling any better.
instead it's getting from bad t worst!
oh wells.mummy said she's gna go bring me t see a gp
and ask them refer me to hosp for a check up.

these few wks.the weather's super duper HOT.
everyone must drink more h20 okays!
yes.haha.i think i've got a new "mummy" YUQI!
haha.yes.thanks for taking care of me dis few days !! ((: love you loads loads.
O lvl chinese is gna start in 2mths time.gee.i better buck up mens.
i dunt wanna have an F9 on my result slip.YUCKS! so ugly.
haha! i rather get a B3.wahaha.the best is A2 la.
f&n coursework.ha! that thingy.can take up all my free time la.but still have to do well.
during march holi have ta go back for lessons.and pilot pen's schedule is out!
haha.emily n i are playing against sharm and someone?lol.
yubbs.sharm.colleen's best best partner.
haha.seeded 12.okays.emily get ready ur weapons yea! the battle is gna start! wahaha!
that's so lame la.
alrights.
time for nap ready.

i love you*! =D =D

2006-03-02T23:38:00.000-08:00

got woken up at 645am by mummy

was feeling weak.

mum brought me to see the doc

i wanted t go gp.instead i went for e govt.

okays.waited super long kay!

finally i got t see a doc la.

i tell you.

she diagnosed that i've got GASTRIC.that's super impossible kan!

i dunch skip my meals la.haha.she oso said that i've got food poisioning.

that's bad.yeap.

gastric?!?! impossible la.

i told sis.and she gave me a puzzled look on her face.

dumb dumb her.haha!

-pouts-

im not feeling any better la.

sheeshh..mum thinks that i should go for a body check up soon.

she's scared that i've inherted her cancer! okays.she's scaring me la.

yes.im afraid that i'll get that too! it's painful.

got mc.but still i went back to sch la.

and got questioned by peeps.why i come back t sch when i've got mc! LOL.

i've t avoid eating oily foods.no drinking of coffee, MILO(doc said it was ACIDIC!)

saddening la.

YEAH!.im gna town tmr after dinner with my teammates.

haha! yes.finally i get to town wib them for like ages.muhaha.

tmr's fel bestie's bday! happy sweet 16th bday ger! :))

okays.i did badly for common test.i failed 3 subjs!

oh man.im prepared t get nag ready.haha.

i feel so drowsy now.okays.e med is starting t take effect ready.

better get gg ready.ciaoz

2006-03-02T00:11:00.000-08:00

can someone please give me some advice?
im really exhusted.both mentally and physically.
wells.why must that JERK'S NAME being mention infront of me everytime!
**** off okays.
i feel like crying now.
this very moment.
how i wish you're here.just beside me.
HUIPING! no use crying over this JERK okays! BE STRONG!!
wells.sometimes i feel motivated to move on but somehow after getting motivated for a short while.
i'll just get back into deep deep thinking of how that JERK treated US.
everytime i think of it.it makes me so freaking pissed off.and hurted.
no more words t describe about THAT JERK.
i hope u can read this entry of mine.you JERK!
i know im being rude.but well.ppl who knows wad's happening.dun feel upset for me yea.cos.yk told me my probs aint the worst in the world.stay STRONG HUIPING! get thru O lvl.enter a jc/college and den followed by a pretigious uni.

okays.im beginning to feel much better after blogging.
i so love blogging.gna lock my blog sn.

gonna go see a doctor tmr :(

2006-02-28T19:01:00.000-08:00

i kept feeling that we are drifting so far apart
oh wells.i just miss you truckS loAds can.
sigh.
many things happened for the past two weeks.
i felt like dying.
but still i've to carry on with my life.
i want to be strong.
i want to live longer than the JERK.
i dunt want to get so affected by the JERK.
he's such a JERK.
okays.im freaking annoyed and confused since sunday after i saw the msges.
wells.im not gna elaborate.
it's tiring.
after solving one problem..another problem will jus POP OUT of no where.
oh man.wtf.pardon me for my rudeness.

yeah.last thur was our zonal finals.
we won nygh.okays.blah blah blah.
thanks for those who came down and support for us.
haha.5A peeps u guys rocks! :))
thanks.

2006-02-22T21:43:00.000-08:00

tmr's the BIG DAY.
FINALS.
FS Vs NYGH.
okays.may the best team wins! ((:
oh wells.there's phys ct tmr morning. =((
BORING LA.i dunch even UNDERSTAND wad mr lee is talking about la.and i missed lotsa phys lab session la.
pl & i have gotta stay back after the zonals for 2hrs jus to complete the lab sessions that we missed. RAHH..!!!!

but today i think it was so fun.especially during chem practical.
wahaha!
jm & i were MAD la.we were SUPER DUPER SIAO i tell you.cos we completed the task we need t do and felt kinda bored.so we went to all the glass bottles that contains the acids la.and started to MIX here n THERE.
wahaha! so fun la. i so love chemistry lab lessons.it's so INTERESTING.HEEHEE!
oh and there's a cabinet minister who came to our sch for a visit from 10am to 1pm.dunno how to spell his name la. =X

okays.that's all for now mens.wanna go revise my KUKU phys test ready.

i dunt want to lose you anymore.

2006-02-20T00:57:00.000-08:00

okays.im blogging. im just so puzzled.

we msg-ed.but somehow it ended in an improper manner.

why do i always have to get this treatment from you?

yes.u are reading this.i know you are.

but why on earth do i've to face this type of treatment?

i know u'll say i dunch need to face this treatment if i want.

but that's not the problem.

the problem now is this.u are avoiding everything!

everything! u are just so lying to urself.

does lying to urself make any one of us happy?

oh wells.like you said to me.you've found your love.

yeah.congrats to you.though we havent meet up or contact much.

but i still know how's ur life been. :))

go ahead and say me im a crazy or nuts person.

go ahead.but that's all i can do.

all i can do is to care for you in the dark.

everything's so dark.including my rm! dunch ask me why. =X

guess you're still hating me.for some particular reasons which u dunch wanna tell.

okays.i respect that.but yeah.

an advice to you and ppl out there who wanna hate someone/already hating someone.

think twice okay?you are born to live in this world not to hate someone.

hating someone is a painful thing.agree?

PLUS tiring la.

so yeah.and pls stop trying to reply me msges back like "go msg ur blah blah blah okays.."

it's tiring to see this kinda msges.yes.i can choose not to see the msg.but..yea.

okays.back for proper blogging session la.

my main purpose to come online is do research for my FnN coursework.

i think the mircosoft word page is still blank la.haha.cos i havent search for any info.

so dumb.and wad.im gna have common test in a few hrs time.

both emaths and ss!

uh i cant be bothered t study during this wkend.

only read thru ss.gna use my contextual knowlegde.haha! i wanna be a smart kid!

MAD ME.who doesnt wan t be a smart kid huh?u kuku jaEr! haha!

and i managed to complete all the 100 emaths qns ! wheess!!!! goodie good! okays.

im really nuts okays.i realized that days really pass super quick men..

soon it's gna be da march holidays.haha.during tt holidays gna have pilot pen comp..!

emily we must jiayou and achieve our target kies! top 8!! =))

provided we dunch meet colleen n karen during the 1st rd.haha!

and yeah.im gna go sun tanning soon.real soon la.which is like in 3 wks time?haha!

den gna town too.wanna get my nike dunks !! ((: after which.nationals are gna start.

oh like whose not gna go gaga over national rds.

cos we can leave the class extremely early!muahaha.

wells..it means that more lessons are gna be missed!

dangs!i hate missing lessons.it's so hard to catch up w schwork and i'll dislike it even more when they're gna

give class test.

RAHH..!!

there's so much thing to blog la.but i shall just blog it slowly when im online. =))

so far so good.quite satisfy w all my class test.haha.except for emaths la.that KUKU proability test.

i cant believe i failed that KUKU test la.haha.so KUKU.

guess my mum will go KUKU when she sees the RED MARKS on the paper.haha!

gosh..im beginning to feel slpy ready.haha.kies.i'll blog the last few para den complete my f&n n off to bed!

c div gers are having their finals tmr @ je.

and they are gna play against kranji again.

gers stop grumbling la kies.haha.

better win them w nicer scores..!! best is 5-0 heh!

all the best gers!

fight for 3rd alrights! :))

b div gers

jiayou for e semi & finals too! :))

alrights.NYGH gers.we are meeting eachother on courts for the final YR and in the finals!

we r the old players eh?the ageing players.haha!

okays.read too much ss ready.cant be blame =P

haha.let's no get to serious here.LOL.

BUT

we wanna RULE WEST ZONE again!

WE WANT TO BE THE CHAMPIONS! =))

[drink more MILOand eat more BANANAS.]

c & b div boys.

u guys are really great!! finally after 2 yrs.fuhua managed to get all four div into top 4!

which means we're gna go nationals together!!

wahaha.well done boys.

especially the b div boys.u guys broke the SPELL and deserve a treat from the sch!

* 3 cheers for u guys*

train hard for the finals yea FUHUA players! =))

HARD WORK DOES PAYS OFF!

2006-02-18T22:22:00.000-08:00

haiyo.
im so mad at myself la please.
didnt study the whole day.
went online e whole afternoon.
den watched loads of vcds la.
dumb leh me.
mon gna have common test on comb hum n emaths.yet i aint worried abt the tests.
-slaps-
horrible la me.
oh man oh man.
ahh!!
move ur butt la jaEr!!and crack yer brain.start to think hard la!
go and study for ur tests!!
wa seh.i need someone to scream and force me to start mugging before i start failing all my tests
decided.no more going online for the nxt few days till common test are over.settled.
by e way.peeps i've changed my phone num.haha.and sry to peeps whom i forgot to msg regarding my new num.heh.really sry abt tt.

finals coming soon.
and it's real soon okay.
it's like hmmms....in 5days time.
really hope you can come down.
heehee.looking forward to see you ! :))
loves.

gotta shower and mug!
tata!

2006-02-18T22:05:00.000-08:00

shall we catch a movie next week? ((:

2006-02-18T16:17:00.000-08:00

we both miss the times we had together and all the stuffs.
now you gave me another chance
((: thanks loads.
i'll cherish you real well.
im not gna let you get out of my sight again.

2006-02-18T00:45:00.000-08:00

heehee.gonna see cutie on tue!!
oh man.they are gna play against nygh AGAIN.
hope they win la.den we will meet them in the finals!
muwahaha.

tuesday(valentine's day)

dunno where my valentine went la.
vanished into the thin fine air ready.
haha!

had match against kranji.
heh.a match which we screamed till our throats were all dried up mens.
gers u did a great job!
there were screamings like.."attacked the PINK LION!!"
DAMN FUNNY kan.
kranji's coach kept telling his players to "FOCUS"
den i screamed to my teammates "CONCENTRATE DEN LATER DILUTE!!!!"
yubbs.indeed i was toking abt the chemistry thingy la.concentrated solution.DILUTE HYDROCHLORIC ACID!!
everyone started laughing.heh!
den cutie lost to evan.
luckily cutie didnt cry la.
HEEHEE.
went back t sch happily lahs.
dunno why.
maybe cos i saw my cutie..and also cos kelly said my chi improved! -smiles-
haha!

wednesday

chem test was tough la.didnt study for it.
haha.den sit there like a wooden block okays!
somemore that was the 1st lesson of the day la.
dumb dumb.
after e test.i kept falling aslp lahs.
even during mrs bala's lessons.comb hum.haha.i slpt right infront of her mens..
she didnt even scold me.LOL. amazing.haha!
den had mass assembly lorr.super boring la.dunno why everywhere i go i will start to fall aslp lorr.
even during lunch break.i felt like slping eh.heh.
came home early.
took a nap.
started doing homework ard 8.
did fnn coursework till 4am.haha!
o.0

thursday

e 1st day of common test started.
left the class pretty early.
matched against blss.
no comments.
kranji was screaming badly.
dunno why la.
me and evan kept asking qns that are so humourous!!
cutie lost her match okays! she even cried.and i didnt know abt tt untill lx and evan told me!!
wa seh..ahh!! should have stayed alert mens.she cried and i wasnt there. :(( ahhh!!
okays.nvm.shall be more alert in future.
went home early.had dinner.showered and slpt till the nxt morning!
LOL.

friday

replied evan's msges in the morning.heh.den we msg-ed abt her RU YI and abt my CUTIE!hehe.
dreamt abt cutie!! =))))
chinese common test was tough la! not enough time to complete okays!
darns.dunno can pass anot la.wa liew.i dun wanna fail sial.haha.who wan to fail?haha!
got back chem test.results were okay la.
managed to pass.okays.im just being super duper lucky okays.
went home early
was suppose to go uncle ho bmt sessions la.
in e end.i overslpt.
slpt till i forgot there's night trng.
changed.
cabbed down to sch.
haha.wasting my ang bao money la!!
heh.okays.
trng was horrible la.my big toe was swollen.couldnt run much.
pain mens.
after trng.
went to have desserts w my teammates.heh
reached home ard 1030pm.tiring la.

hope i can dream of cutie tonight!! -grins-

alrights.guess that's all the updates i've for now!

tuition ltr at 10am.hwk aint completed!

2006-02-12T07:23:00.000-08:00

my dreams are all dashed by you*
you* inflicted a deep scar in my heart.

2006-02-11T01:35:00.000-08:00

4 more days to valentine's day.
no valentine's day for me.
tournament's on.
gna play against kranji.
haha.we're playing at their sec sch.i bet there's lots of supporters from their sch flooding the sch hall la.haha.
all the best gers.do takkiare of urself during this tourny period!
especially lx and emily!
KRANJI here we come!! :))

sigh.
sch was horrible.
like who cares right.
why bother to tear for u ppl.
so dumb la me.
sigh.
anyways.
ct1 coming.
there's chem test coming up.
chem is super tough.u have to rmb the reactants and stuff like that.
scary okays. from N lvl to O lvl.there's a major change practically every subj la.now i really believe dat N lvl is jus a preparation for us only.O lvl is the only big big stone that is blocking our path.so i have to work extremely hard to get wad i want. O lvl were released today.heard that many ppl cried though last yr batch did much much better compared to the 2 other batches.LOL.guess they cried for joy bah.haha.i dunch wanna cry nxt yr unless i get good grades and tear for joy.haha! that would be lovely.anyways.my main focus now is the zonals and common test la.cant think of other thing ready.haha.but i think badminton is taking up 97% of my brain.LOL.nvm la.jus for the beginning of the yr.haha.after tt must pia ready..!! :))

it's late.
time for bed ready
there's tuition tmr.
lol.
nights.

pls takkiare of yourself* kies.
i really wish to see you* during valentine's day.
will you* come out and date with me on valentine's day?

2006-02-07T05:25:00.000-08:00

be my valentine will you*?

2006-02-05T00:16:00.000-08:00

there isnt my boy left.
my boy's GONE.
DEAD.
haha!

will you* be my valentine?
iloveyou*

2006-02-03T23:26:00.000-08:00

tired tired!!
-screams-
extremely mens.
went for uncle ho's badminton session.played 2 matches.den headed back to sch w emily and lx for night trng.haha!i saw my boy having training la! haha.super funny kan.so late le still train.LOL.today's night trng super interesting sial.paired w emily to play against coach wu and lx.tiring.but it's gd! =))
ended trng at 910pm
went home w emily
had dinner
showered

i just want to be with you*
to be the one who protect you* .
to show care and love to you*

2006-02-02T22:34:00.000-08:00

had tourny wib commonwealth today.heh
u go gers!
play well for our 2nd rd kies!
heehee.

yubbs.today had 3 periods of fnn
both our classes were combined. 5A & B.
mrs toh made me sit with my boy okay!
haha.so dumb kies.but before that i made my boy angry la.
sorry mr boy.heh
den had theory lesson conducted by mdm tan.
yawn yawn.haha! no la.cos my boy keep irritating me okays!
haha.hope yer not seeing this ahs
=PpP
yubbs.after tt had fnn test.
went back to class for amaths lesson.
left the class at 1235pm.
yubbs.passed by my boy's class la.den we waved like mad ppl lorr.haha! ms jun was like so invisible to us la kan! we jus waved and waved.LOL.

there's amaths test on binomial theorm nxt wed.and i still cant catch up with my work la.so irritating.tutor's coming on sat.finally! i cant wait for this day to arrive.HEEHEE.
okies.wanna go have an early rest.

14days to common test.

2006-01-29T01:30:00.000-08:00

aint slping yet.
im so wide awake.
i feel like drinking another bottle of bacardi down.
sigh.
my thoughts are running wildly again.

2006-01-28T07:03:00.000-08:00

is gna be 12am soon.
jus wanna wish everyone a happy happy chinese new yr! =))
had reunion lunch cum dinner from 3pm till 9pm! haha.we really can eat alot mens!
haha! okays.went to shower.
sat down to watch tv.
okays.mum offered me a bottle of bacardi.drank it.
now my trying to drink red wine.and smell of the wine is super strong okay! didnt drink red wine for ages ready.haha!
yubbs.so tired mens.
shall wake up early in e morning tmr for a work out at the gym.
heh.
alrights.
better get running.
dad wanna use the comp.
tata!

2006-01-27T23:50:00.000-08:00

town-ed for hrs today.
met jie at 110pm.sorry.was late.den after that garfield di met us at 130pm.LOL.
jie told me that i dressed up in a unique and outstanding way.but b4 i left my hse.my mum said i dressed like UNCLE! sadded okays.
headed down to town.
went cine
bought movie tickets for i not stupid too.
walked to taka.
lunched at yoshi
went to walk ard.saw mandy's sis.
there's plenty of time left b4 the movie starts
went to heeren to walk.
den went back to cine.
the town was filled with chij gers.scary.di and i were like.chij gers are everywhere!!!!
i rmb i used to tell you* that the town is always filled with chij gers.the BLUE zone.heh. :))
the movie was great.e theatre was filled with joys.laughter.clapping of hands?! and even crying
haha.shall keep quiet about tt.seriously.i nearly cried too okay.the scene was too touching already.but yet i decided to hold back my tears.sadly.i dun know why recently when i see anyone crying i will start to cry immediately or sit like a stone.perhaps jie said it right.depression has indeed stepped into my life once more.it's going to takeover my mind.body.
everything away..i think for the past one whole month.today was the best day i ever spent since the start of a new year.at least my di and jie made me smile for a day.im contented enough.
movie ended at 645pm.
decided to go far east.while walking i saw diyanah! the tootie! MIA for months already.finally i saw her! and know wad.she tapped my shoulder real hard okay.turned back.den i ask her who are u?she said u ASSHOLE! wa liew.den i rmb she's diyanah!! haha.ps la kies.yer changed alot.cant recognise u.hehe.finally we reached far east.went ard looking for boxers.jie left ard 715pm.okays.den di and i continue to look for our boxers.haha.finally we found our SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS BOXERS!!hehs.
when i was about to make e payment.i realized my wallet isnt with ME! called jie.asked where's she.i was lucky.she just stepped into orchard mrt station.asked di pay for me.den both of us rushed down to orchard mrt to get back my wallet.haha!and and. i saw jiamin at far east! that cutie boy! haha.think she was wib her gf.she smiled at me i smiled at her.she wave to me i waved back to her.haha.okay i know it's lame.but i find it weird.we only wave to eachother when we are outside and not in school.LOL.after tt go look for emily and e rest of my teammates.
went separated ways with them.walked back to far east again! we walked a few rds.bought drinks at 7-11.walked back to orchard mrt again.took e train home.saw this two st nick bmt gers
guess they jus finished their night trng.heh.chatted wib di.lucky she's there to entertain me throughout the journey.thanks yea ah di ((:
now my mood is swinging again.how i wish my mood can stop swinging and let it remain happy forever.but it's impossible.sigh.dunch wish to blog anymore.tkc everyone.and enjoy ur chinese new yr!

myloveforyouremainsunchanged.

2006-01-24T03:18:00.000-08:00

there's EMATHS TEST TMR!
-screams-
on probability.
okay.i can go and die already.
haha.no la jus kidd.
zonals with fajar today.
went well and smoothly :))
great job gers!
nxt thur playing against commonwealth.JIAYOU!
and yeah.ct 1 is coming up in 23days time
haha.can die lorr.
i dunch even understand the amaths thingy on binomial.
go bang wall le la!
haiyo.haha.luckily.mummy found a tutor for me! =)) hehe.must hao hao du shu
but saddening la.the tutor coming nxt nxt sat! means i have alot of qns to ask my cher b4 the tutor comes.LOL.
i wanna go shower and do my work already la.if not im gonna lose out alot during lessons!!
tkc ppl.

2006-01-23T22:29:00.000-08:00

ahh!!
can someone just scold me or slap me now??
im like so dumb.
im not doing anything.
i aint revising my work nor doing my HOMEWORK!
i super lazy.lazy bone.
sigh.
i WANT and NEED YOU*!!

2006-01-23T05:52:00.000-08:00

you* really make it miss you* like a mad person.
no words can describe my feelings and love for you*
no matter how far you* are from me.
just want to let you know that.
my love and heart will be always be with you*

2006-01-22T06:45:00.000-08:00

went shopping ysd for my badminton shoes and clothes
haha.yeah.i spent over $150 on these items and cabbing fees.
im spending too much already
haha.time to save save save.
LOL
yubbs.didnt go for trng today.
mum wanted me to revise for common test.
end up she asked me to help her un-pack the boxes.
tiring lorr.
after that went to take a nap
woke up had dinner.
watched tv.
did my eng hwk.
half way thru
haha.yeah.gna complete b4 i slp.
heh.
love yer peeps!

2006-01-20T23:43:00.000-08:00

went to temasek poly open house today. the journey was longgggggg....haha.yeah.and i passed by ur sch.it brought back alot of memories.the place.i thought abt the place i've always waited for you after your sch or send you home from town.sigh.i really hope i can do all these again.not as a fren but a gf.guess it wont happen for now.sigh.alrights.so long i can get to see u again i will be contented enough. =)) i really wish to see you soon..

alrights.back to blogging abt my day.hmmms...went to tp yea.den saw daph jie.haha.got stunned okay! she was wib her dearest gf.chat for only a min or so lorr.haha.den while touring ard the sch..i saw lots of bungs la.haha i even saw ibonne! haha.but i didnt greet her cos she was bz entertaining some ppl.yubbs.left there ard 4plus den fell aslp on e bus.heh.arrived sch at 515pm.
rushed home.had shower.changed den went out to sch for nite trng.okay.den sth "gd" happen eh
haha.got caught by mr govin for wearing slippers to sch.aiyah.super irr.we badminton players dunno get caught how many times liao.haha.nvm la.after all dis is the last yr in this sch.i shall tolerate all NONSENSE! sianzed okays.i didnt really train.super dumb dumb.my right wrist and arm are killing me la!!!! i kept whining.LOL.but it's really pain lorr.sadded.tue tourny coming le.our jerseys and shorts arent here yet! take so long sial.donkey yrs ahs.haha.after trng
st's dad fetched me home =] had dinner.shower.watched some tv prog.den came online! okay.
common test gonna start SOON! and i mean REAL SOON.16 feb.nice try la.it's like 2 days after valentine's day!so irritating.den sure got zonals de.like tt gd ahs.how to study sial.my time is running out.im not gna lose to time mens! pilot pen gna start soon too.gee.haiya.got alot of things to catch up.HUIPING!! MUST FOCUS !STUDY STUDY STUDY!! it's getting late ready
gg to slp soon.got to wake up early tmr to go queensway to get my bmt shoes! yes a new new bmt shoes! and and and..coach iwan is gonna get me sth for my belated X 1000000000000000 bday pressie!!! =)) haha.gd gd.after tt maybe go shop for my new yr clothes.heh.and sunday i have got coach iwan's trng.1pm at bishan! like tt really can die ahs.haha.i better start to squeeze out spare time for studies ready ahs.haha.alrights.time to enter my swt swt dream land now.nights everyone! :))

to my boy: sorry ahs.didnt really tok to you.haha.cus u were in a bad bad mood la okay! so dunch blame me k! HAHA!

2006-01-18T21:11:00.000-08:00

im back to blog! day was okay lorr.yubbs.lessons were fun today.but dearest yq's mood keep going up and down like the STOCK MARKET.haha!scary la can.these few days i have been slping early and i didnt even mug okay!gosh.there's chem test on fri.the chem calculations thingy
haha.ended sch at 3pm.waited for yq to end her meeting.den headed down to cu for ban mian :))
my boy! sorry for stepping on ur feet repeatly.and thanks for the surprise!haha.u made me jump up while doing my eng compo la okays! really thanks ahs.okay la.im missing my BOY now!
the intelligent one! haha.yubbs.and i miss EVERYONE INCLUDING YOU*!!haha.make sure minshi hun doesnt see this if not she will nag nag nag asking me where's her NAME.haha. =PpP
wahaha.there's trng tmr.yawns.my body's aching like hell.i believe everyone's body aching like hell too ): tourny gonna start nxt tue.haha.yes.we can leave e class early which means i have to miss eng compre test! haha.i dunch wanna miss the eng test la! i wanna be a bookworm.LOL.
i have a feeling tha im gonna fall alsp soon although i jus woke up like an hr ago.im really a PIG!
and yea.alot of us are thinking of putting braces!! haha.thinking it's COOL.wahaha.before tt i have to go PLUCK OUT my TEETH! =(( OUCH! pain kans.haha.but i'll have to put tt away for the time being as mine isnt on emergency case!haha!i think my boy is gna put them on too!=P we even discuss to go abroad after our O lvl.haha.hmmms..there's aust..nz..taiwan..thailand.. :)) heh.was toking to qz on msn.guess she got pek chek wib me jus now.cos i keep giving her dumb answers.haha.luckily she didnt blame me cos i was still blur blur.heh.alrights i wanna go watch tv and mug(provided i dunch fall alsp!=P)

to my teammates:fellows train hard for another 5more days okies! and our BIG day is COMING!=)) jiayou! =))

2006-01-15T00:51:00.000-08:00

havent been blogging for AGES..yea.sadded okays.was super busy with work and trainings.
zonals coming up soon.guess it will be starting in a wk's time.im tired.practically tired of everything.i jus need to see my psychiatrist and i need you* sigh.im missing you like crazy.and today for no reason.i flare up.like wth.i dunno.guess i have to go back and look for my psychiatrist.im sickof ppl telling me tt i seem to be going thru depression and stuffs.back to my sec1 days.sigh.i dunch wanna go back to my past.it's a bad experience.anyways.i shall leave tt aside for now.jus pierced my ear not long.gonna pierce 3 more.im in love with piercings?i dunno?
so tired.tmr will be a long day.staying at home to mug.as wad mommy said i must be a gd boy :)
haha.yes.dere's a enormous hole in my pocket for this month.went to have sakae on wed.and on tue.my racket string SNAPPED AGAIN o.0 less than 3wks okays.haha.ms tan kepy hurrying me to re-string my racket. >.< hehs

to peeps out there.i would like to apologise to yer ppl for not replying ur msg-es on my tag board and hp.will catch up with you peeps during cny yea! i love you peeps! especially you* :)

2006-01-08T22:20:00.000-08:00

yubbs.busy day today.went out the whole day.jus completed my hwk.haha.i rushed thru it though.yubbs.went to look at our family portrait.nice nice.yubbs.den head down to bugis.had lunch den went to airport.sent dad off.yubbs.den went to imm.saw dis cute bung!! :)) haha.okays.im crazy la okays.dunno why i go gaga over a bung.LOL.there's trng tmr.afternoon and night sessions.okays.wad a long tiring day okays! wa liew.can die la.1st wk of sch ish gone.
tmr's the 2nd wk already.ahh...!!!! TIRED ahs!! sec5 life is soooo tiring and BORING.. :(( and noe wad.on my way to changi airport.i kept thinking of our* past.yeah.and of cus someone else.to the someone else.u are attached already.dunch think so must already la kies.so yeah.i wish u all the best.i told her to take gd care of u already.haha.if she bully u must tell me kies! LOL.yubbs.all the best to you two :) yes.and i tot abt you* someone.u shd know who u are.thanks for msging me last night.i was really over-joyed :)) i didnt expect u will msg me.bt when u told me tt u are msging to all ur friends.i dunch know why my heart sank all of a sudden.sigh.guess i still cant forget abt you.

i wanna thank my bestie =) thanks for accompany me last night. u are just the greatest bestie of MINE! =)) u too kies.dunch think so much of ur ex le lahs okie? :) our main focus is our zonals after which is OUR 'O' lvl.JIAYOU yea!

to you*:
i dunt bother what you said about me previously.all i know is that my love for you remains unchanged.

to anyone out :
anyone wanna go makan at sakae??haha.den go watch movie??haha.im dying to have sakae and watch movie already!! =)) pm me okies!

takkiare.

myloveforyouisstillkeptdeeplyinmyheart.
iloveyou.

2006-01-07T23:44:00.000-08:00

okays.it's been raining for dis few days.heavily.haha.yeah.gd weather for sleeping :))
so i slept my day sleeping.eating.watching tv.slacking and of cus doing my hwk.wahaha.i msg-ed my grandma okays.im jus being nice to her.haha.and i didnt know she and grandpa got back together! o.0 wahaha.okays.tt irritating grandma la.make me think of her again.somemore i was doing my hwk kan.i couldnt concentrate. =( okays.tried hard to stay focus.but in the end.didnt wan to think anymore.i went to sleep.yeah.den woke up had dinner.did my hwk.left an eng compo and amaths holiday assignment =)) heh.must complete everything by mon.okies.
dad's gonna fly back to penang tmr evening.before tt we're gonna have a big feast at crystal jade.
muhahaha.shall end here.takkiare everyone! =)

2006-01-04T03:48:00.000-08:00

okays! im backie to blog kies.yubbs.zonals gonna start on the 19th jan!! okays.let's see.it's like in 2wks time! ahh!!okays.dunch panic dunch panic.ah bish! im crapping again.yubbs.but still let's get champ once again! =)) nygh here we come! haha.okays.today.lessons as usual.nothing special. kept falling aslp during mr lee's lessons.as usual la.wahaha.there's plenty of hwk to complete.BORED! having trng tmr ! okays.better train more.haha. alrights. better go have my dinner and rush thru my hwk liao! tata peeps!

jave di:eh!dunch feel upset le kies! =)) still got me and ur friends mah hor.so yea.concentrate on ur N level okies =)) must do well.hehs.takkiare! kor loves you! =)

2006-01-03T22:11:00.000-08:00

today's the 1st day of sch.haha.yubbs.was delighted to see the peeps back in sch! =)) haha.yubbs
nothing much though.majority of the teachers remain with us.oh yeah! and friday.the school only starts at 8AM!! MUHAHA.i can slp till 7am.excellent!haha.yubbs.den after sch.headed to cu for lunch.had ban mian.hehs.i think the auntie put to much chilli into my noodles.haha.nvm la.continued eating.LOL.den now.my throat is getting worst AGAIN and my voice is RUNNING away.haha.shouldnt have eat tt bowl of noodles.okies.den went home.showered.out to jp.LOL.met pauline there.went to get her stuffs and walk walk and eat.LOL.yubbs.super bloated
haha.went home about 6pm.haha.showered.went online.den went to take a nap.woke up.had dinner.den went to study abit.LOL.im studying already la ppl.yes.im studying.but i still dunch understand la.haha.die liao.okays.hmmms...5 more months to chi Os.haha.scary sial.dunno can understand the 2 compre anot.haha.just hope to get an A1.haha.if i can get an A1.i will be laughing all the way and my toes will be laughing too!! wahaha.but im gonna make tt happen! haha.i want it to happen .yes happen.i wanna do well for my prelims and Os.die die also must focus.though today i keep falling aslp during mr lee's lessons.LOL. =P okays.holiday hwk isnt completed.e and a maths hwk are due on friday.3more days to complete.but i havent recieve my worksheets!! -.- forget about tt la.im jus plain lazy to do my holiday hwk.haha.
okies.shall blog till here.mum's coming home.better get back to mugging.LOL.takkaire!

2006-01-02T22:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
heehee.
yubbs.went out with griselda to j8 today.
haha.okays.she was waiting for me with 3lil tiny winy pressies can.den i walked towards her without ANY pressies.haha.so nice of me.WAHAHA.ehs.i know u dunch mind yeah? =P
den went walk walk.okays.saw 2 of her friends.LOL.aiyah.dunch bother.okays.griselda kept taking my phone away claiming that it's hers! haha.okays.LMAO! den i accidentally touch her wound.PS ahs! haha.left there ard 4pm.den went to meet sq.headed down to the hosp.hehs.
left abt 6pm.went to jp and sq went to changi to send her bro off.yubbs.on my way to jp.i was thinking about our past.the way you talked to me.the things you said.u and i know it.it's not about the chance.it's about the feeling.it has always been in my mind since the day we went separated ways.i will never forget this.
neither can i forget about you.sigh.

anyways.tmr's 1st day of sch! haha.yes.growing older and soon.in half a yr's time.im gonna be 17! haha and one more yr.i can sit for driving tests and theories!! =]] haha.so cool can! okays.must really plan for my future already.fun is over.time to bury myself into the books.i wanna get into a JC no matter wad! =) JIAYOU HUIPING! dunch think abt all the past already.time to study and study.work hard for these few monthsss and u can enjoy! haha.yes.i want to prove to my principal.practically everyone! and MYSELF! -smiles- sweet.i love this.i cant wait to conquer Os.!though it's tougher den Ns.im HALFLY PREPARED.haha.okays.not bad already kan.half prepared le.haha.NONSENSE.alrights.time to get to bed already.wont be able to come online tt frequently anymore.sadded.haha.takkiare ppl!

everyone whose gonna fight against Os this yr.must ADD MORE OIL HOR! haha.CHEERIOS! =)

2005-12-30T23:23:00.000-08:00

sick.
sick AGAIN.
dumb.
sch's gna reopen in 2days time.
homework not completed.sch uni not ironed.everything UNDONE!
have been occupied with so many thoughts.
sigh.
how i wish we didnt talk abt that you know.
going to hosp soon to visit my fren
den gotta meet my family for dinner at parkway.
EXHAUSTED.
i cant even stand properly.dumb kan.my head's feeling so heavy.whole body's aching.
sigh.
it's raining heavy now.i cant even see the MRT STATION.the RAIN is super duper POWDERFUL=)
having 2nd tots of gg to visit my friend now.
okays.nvm.shall jus go.and get myself DRENCHED again.
ysd friendly was..no comments.
headed to town with juniors and coach.
den met mz.fion.char.sq.yubbs.
suddenly i was feeling super down.dunno why.
head was spinning and spinning.really pain!
den head back home at 8pm.
reached home.had shower.watched tv and went to bed at 1030pm
it's early to go to bed at tt time i know.
haha.
yubbs.alrights.i wanna take a nap b4 i go out!
takkiare peeps.
ppl gg for countdown enjoy urself though it's raining!
have fun.merry xmas and happy new yr everyone! =))

2005-12-29T07:14:00.000-08:00

im exhausted.
really no more strength to move on..
sigh.

2005-12-28T08:50:00.000-08:00

had friendly against cedar gers today
matches were horrible okays.
played badly.
so dumb.
went to ps.
had dinner at ljs.
went down to pasir ris with sze qi.
went off at 9pm.
chatted with char.
yubbs.
gd chat.
but sth happened though.
tat's all for now.
takkiare ppl.

2005-12-24T22:00:00.000-08:00

yes.
you made me cried once more.
are you happy with it?
i dunch know if u are reading this entry.
but yea.
all i have to say is this.
you have misunderstand alot of things.
you seriously did.
just to tell you.
an advice to you.i think you did better get somethings clear and stop jumping into conclusions when u didnt get the facts right.
that's all i have to say.

haha! today's X-mas EVE! =)) which means soon it will be X-MAS DAY! ((= MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! heehee.yubbs.woke up at 130pm.okays.im a PIG.wahaha.den washed up.went down to complex to re-string racket.came home.slept again.woke up ard 330pm.was preparing my stuffs for the photo shoot.den my mum told me to WAX my HAIR!
-stunned- wahaha.few wks ago.mum asked me not to wax my hair and now today she ASKED me to WAX my HAIR!! wahaha.i was super super BOY today when i wore my COAT and LONG PANTS! the photographer tot i was a GUY! -.- wahaha.okays.so funny! we took loads of family shots.super FUNNY!it's so hard to get a picture right! wahaha.have to turn here turn there.
LOL.den after that.sis got her indivdual shot.the BIG GRAD!! =)) haha.den daddy and mummy decided to take the ic photo.after which they took the couple photos.so sweet of them lorr. super sweet. =)) first time see them so loving.wahaha.

after photo shoot.went to beauty world shopping centre there for dinner and shop shop.lol.
reached home ard 9pm.and came online.HEEHEE.chatted with lydia.collen.blade.haha.thanks guys for chatting with me.and advicing me =)) yubbs.

takkiare ppl out there.
and yes.i think im ready to move on =)
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
HOHOHO ((=

2005-12-19T10:30:00.000-08:00

it's 1030am already.
in less than 4hrs.im gonna get back my results
the precious results la.
haha.yubbs.
scary.
yes.
i have to msg several ppl abt my results! =))))
haha.u guys better wish me lucks and tons of lucks la.
haha.

2005-12-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

went out with sze qi to bugis to look at the suits today.
okays.freaking hot inside the shopping centre despite it raining for 30mins la.
LOL.
yubbs.den met xj and her gf lorr.
sat at bk.chatted for awhile.
den went home.
yubbs.i saw plenty of NICE suit with NICE designs.quality and PRICE.
WAHAHA.

tmr's the BIG BIG day okays.
getting the scary scary results la.yubbs.
have to wear uni to sch.
i havent even iron my uni la okays.
there's no iron.so i cant iron my uni.
okays.that's lame la hor.
wish yer peeps out there whose getting back yer results tmr.ALL THE BEST! =))
haha.yubbs.i wanna go pig ready.
nights =]]

2005-12-17T06:47:00.000-08:00

just got back from town abt an hr ago.so dumb okay.mummy's meeting was at york hotel.lunch was buffet.haha.den mom went for the meeting.sis and i headed down to far east and ck tangs to walk walk and shop for my SUIT and sis's clothes! mom wants me to get a SUIT asap cos we are gonna take a family picture soon! and she wans me to dress up like my "sister" OLINDA CHOO!!!! -SMILES-
yubb.walk for 3hrs okays.i tell you.i walked for 1hr.and im like dying already okays.haha.cos i kept following sister ard to shop for her clothes and it's like i cant even find any suit that SUITS me.so IDIOT.haha.yes.didnt want to walk anymore.went back to york hotel to look for mommy.
yubbs.her meeting ended at 4pm.okays.AGAIN. we headed down to town to WALK AND WALK.went to ck tang.shaw hse.wisma.taka.paragon.okays.so many many places la.haha.and my legs are super duper tired now.it's so much tiring to acc women to shop though im also a woman la.haha.but i dunch shop as much as they do.and they would take their own sweet time to try this and try that.haha.and i tell you.i saw this typical grp of sporean ladies rushing down to mango shop to get their stuffs cos it's on HALF PRICE SALE!!!!okays.not only a grp la.is act alot alot.haha.yubbs.yeah.and i say kay with her gf too.wahaha. =))

LOL.results are gonna release on MON! haha.yubbs.and mom also wans me to get my suit by the end of nxt wk.super dumb okay.mom even adviced me to go to bugis and TOWN to search for the suit la hor.so nice of her.haha.and she will pay everything.wahaha.goodie good.okays.
haha.sister was the irritatant for the day la.she's got the 100bucks voucher for tangs.she told me she was willing to share the voucher with me.haha.i take 25 and she take 75.SUPER NICE LA.
haha.she said if i wanna get the nike sb.den i have to pay the extra.haha.EXTRMELY NICE SISTER I HAVE LA.alrighty.
i wanna go be a guai boy boy liao.haha.go do my hwk.LOL.
takkiare.

i just want to tell you*
though we seems so close yet so far apart.
i will always be missing you*

2005-12-16T19:08:00.000-08:00

gee.im super bored now.mum and sister are getting ready to go out.and im so lazy to shower and get dress up.LOL.okays.mum's grumbling already la! i wanna go shower liao.yawns.
alrighty.takkiare peeps! =))

imiss&loveyou.

2005-12-16T06:40:00.000-08:00

N results will be out on mon(19 dec) at 2pm.haha.okays.im not gonna tok abt the results till i get to see them.LOL.yubbs.im going to town wib mum and sis tmr after their meeting.some stupid meeting okays.yes.i wanna shop.i wanna ask mum to get me the billabong slippers and shorts. =)) wahaha.dangs.i dunch know if i manage to get the eagles award anot lehs.haha.mum havent gone back to our old hse to check the letter box.haha.i wan my MONEY!! wahaha.yubbs.
haha.FINALLY you* are BACK! after dunno how many billions..zillions of yr mens. =))))
see you* soon kies! takkiare.loves loved loving.

2005-12-15T07:09:00.000-08:00

sigh.my mum ahh!!!!im going crazy la.so wad im gonna study for 5yrs.so wad.4 and 5 yrs.
not much diff.only a yr.i like to study at my own pace.why do i have to follow others.can she just give me a break?sigh.

jus read someone's blog.and damn PISSED i tell you.some idiot out there used my NAME to TAG on SOMEONE's BLOG.u better stop ur nonsense.stop saying rubbish things which are UNTRUE.dunch make me find out who the hell u are im telling.YOU ARE A BIG COWARD!

anyways.today's night trng was super tough and tiring mens.haha.can kill ahs.LOL.
alrights.i wanna go my sweet dream land liao.loves.

1more day!!i cant wait to see u !!! =))))

2005-12-13T19:56:00.000-08:00

okays.*one min of silent prayer*

sighs.dunno how to say mens.but yea.ysd went to sba to support some of my friends matches.den ah ru told me that one korean player got knocked down by a car while jay-walking.
a ger okay.i think less than 17yrs old.havent read the newspaper la.saddening okay.she shouldnt have jay-walk kan.and now.is like she's gone from this world to a far far away land.she came here all the way from korea.den just like this w/o saying or seeing her parents.she gone.sigh.
karen cried cos the korean ger was her opponent.sighs.it's over.now people.next time when u wanna jay-walk okay.do think twice.BUT even if u wanna jay-walk.JAY-WALK PROPERLY okay.the whole korea team pulled out of this competition.very saddening.may the ger rest in peace.

that's all for now.dunch know wad to blog abt already. =(

2moredays.imwaiting. =)

2005-12-11T20:35:00.000-08:00

im BORED!
and i really mean SUPER BORED OKAY!
aiyoh.rotting liao la.haha
going for trng soon.
-yawns-
im sleepy now.
LOL

2005-12-11T06:32:00.000-08:00

jus got back home.dinner at boon lay hawker centre.sent daddy off.den shopped at fairprice.
got some stuffs for morning breakfast.HEEHEE.yubbs.okays.today i was super duper pig i tell you.woke up ard 10am.had my breakfast.drank a bottle of vodka.den slept till 2pm.had lunch.
drank another bottle of vodka.SLEPT AGAIN.woke up at 6pm.changed.and out i go. blah blah blah.LOL.have been feeling down these few days lah.can someone provide me the ans.ahhhh!!!!
yubbs.im gonna shower now and drink another bottle of vodka before i slp..good nights

you are coming back soon.i miss you so much.counting down.5more days.

2005-12-10T05:56:00.000-08:00

haha! thanks minshii hunn for creating a blog for us!!!! =))
heehee.yubbs.haha.i will maintain our blog with entries kies!! =P
wahaha.yeah.

today woke up ard 1110am.msg-ed kelly to ask her where's she.haha.she woke up super early today jus to see the matches at tampines.wahaha.hardworking hor kelly! LOL. okays.washed up.
changed.took train down to tamp.thru out the journry i was sitting with a gay okay! haha. had that super weird feeling kan.wahaha.yeah.den went to tm to meet mz.kelly.fion.lunch-ed at pizza hut.haha.was super full kan.we ordered loads of foodie la.haha.den eat eat.after tt go arcade.i spent 2bucks on arcade mens.LOL. den walked down to tamp sports hall to watch the guys' doubles matches. =)) haha.not exciting lehs.wahaha.yeah.okays.fion bought vodka for US!
haha.she only drank one sip of it only.LOL. yeah.at that.went to play pool @ kpool lorr.we saw that irritating guy again.LOL.shant eleborate mens.played pool.was down la okays.den i dunno how i play pool la.play till i can injure my own fingers.is FINGERS hor!.two FINGERS lehs!!
haha.den bleed lorr.tupid la kan.haha.yeah.went home ard 5plus lorr.reached home like 715pm liao.wahaha.so happy!gonna drink vodka ltr!mommy bought it!! wahaha.yubbs.
okays.toking to breadie.minshii.kuinoi now!!haha.and playing np too!!wahaha.
yesh.okays.people im going sun tanning liao! haha.anyone wanna go?msg me kies! =))

Venue:sentosa
Date:23122005
Time:11am meet at harbour front mrt
=]]

feel free to inquire me abt anyth on this outing yea! =)) cheerios dudes!!

-imissyou-

2005-12-08T18:57:00.000-08:00

okay.finally i found the time to blog.was super duper busy and tired for these past 4days.

MONDAY
woke up at 615am.met the peeps on da train.was still in my sleepy mood.haha.so i keep falling asleep though i tried to keep myself awake.LOL .reached there ard 845am.registered and check our shedules.didnt had match on that day except for the juniors.stayed back and watched their matches.left there early ard 5pm.headed to go for night trng.haha.night trng was madness i tell you.coach asked me to train with that bpghs guy for 35mins lorr.haha.yeah.tiring!!

TUESDAY
haha.had morning trng.was late for trng la.aiyah.ahhh!!i shd kick my habits soon.LOL.training ended early.lunched with my juniors and pl at the coffeeshop near our sch.went home.slacked abit den went to meet the juniors and passed them the vcds.haha.okay.and know wad.i handed them the chicken lil disc.i only gave them disc 1.no disc 2!! haha.yubb.den came back home to watch kid central prog.haha.left the hse ard 3pm to watch evan's match.yubb.headed back home again den went back to the complex to play badminton. =)) after badminton.headed to the gym with evan.haha.evan! we better not be KING KONGS HOR!!!!haha.yea.

WEDNESDAY
had matched against kranji gers.won them.yeah.den went home pretty early too.cos was very very tired la.and my mind wasnt stable.dunno wad i was thing lorr.ahhhh!!!haha.

THURSDAY
yubb.had match against plmgs ger.won them. =]] den met rgs gers the following rd.okay.damn stupid okay.lost to rgs 16-17,15,11,12-15. ahhh!! haha.it's okay la kelly. =)) no one's at fault kies
jus that they are super duper tk la! idiot de lehs! haha.and yes.i fell alot of times on the court.i helped the cleaners to clean the floor.haha.got injured too.there's a small but deep cut on my elbow. dunno wad cut me la.tupid dumb dumb.TSK.

FRIDAY
haha.today's friday.didnt attend trng lorr.overslept.haha.yeah.going out later.dunch wanna stay at home and rot.haha.yeah.takkiare ppl!

to my pts: hey! haha.sorry la.was bz the past few days with tourny didnt tok to u for a long period of time le.sorry ahs!! heehee.will play minesweepers with you soon okies! u takkiare kies!

to you*:wo hao xiang ni =(((( come back asap kieS!! =))))

2005-12-04T06:01:00.000-08:00

rahh.!! tmr's the ashaway's tourny already.good luck to u peeps!! kelly!we must jiayou yeah.! rmb our target!! =)) loves.haha.tmr better wake up early to go and have ur yakun toast ahs!!!
haha.yeah.im so lazy to blog abt today's events.shall blog it tmr. =] takkiare!

haha.finally.i have found the song POP PRINCESS!! thanks rayian!! =))

2005-12-03T06:41:00.000-08:00

sigh.im missing you so badly.im gonna break down soon i guess.ahhhhhh....!!!!
i so hate it mens.i dunch wanna break down!!nono!! i havent break down for like a month already.no more tearing.-screams- okays.yeah.arrived home not long ago.just got to know that one of my cousin is gonna go to sports school to pursue golfing.sigh.and my relatives asked why i didnt go to sports sch.i was totally stunned by wad they ask me okay.i nearly cried.dunt ask me why.cos i really dunno.how i wish you* were here.sigh.feel so foolish to think abt that sports sch thingy mens.ahhh!!!-slaps head-

tmr gonna have the gombak tourney already.good luck to you huiping! jiayou!! =))
haha.hope i need not stay till like 6plus mens.i still needa train doubles with kelly for mon's ashaway mens!!haha.yeah.so tired ahh!!hao le la.
better get some sleep already.

bye bye!

wo zai deng ni hui lai =]

2005-12-02T23:32:00.000-08:00

didnt blog last night.haha.was too lazy and tired to blog.haha.and now.i jus woke up from my nap =)) wahaha.okays.still kinda sleepy though.LOL.im a PIG.yea.hmmms..ysd had trng.was LATE for trng ONCE AGAIN la okays.haha.b4 training went to re-string both my rackets.i declared myself BROKE! wahaha.im so happy!!there shall be no more towning for me for the nxt 2wks.
-smiles- i can rest and play badminton everyday w/o going anywhere!! haha.rubbish.im making no sense at all la kan.LOL.mon will be the ashaway thingy already.haha.all the best to yer fellows! we can do it! =] after the noon trng.went to da gym wib evan.did some weights and some light workouts.haha.okays.and i went for nite trng.guess wad?i was late again! wahaha.
-laughs-
hmmms...and dis morning i was LATE for trng AGAIN! HAHA! i have been arriving late for trngs this few wks mens.haha.wad a bad habit of mine! =( LOL.yeah.
ran 6rds ard the trng centre.haha.den went to pauline's mum stall to help.wahaha.reached home ard 3pm.showered.took bus down to science centre.haha.pauline was there with her stead.and me!the lightbulb over there.was feeling super down when i saw both of them.aiyoh.haha.why am i talking about all these..LOL.so weird sial.haha.yeah.went mac to acc pauline to have her dinner her bf left earlier and both of us started to order 2 more packets of fries.wahaha.bought strawberry sundae too =)) haha.got home at 8pm.had dinner.showered.and took my nap.haha
here im wake blogging now.haha.

okays.this para is for my PTS. =)=)=)
haha.OIIIEEE!!! pts ahs!thanks for blogging me on ur blog okay.and im gonna annouce to the whole world that i didnt BULLY YOU and YOU ARe the ONE WHo keePs BULLYING ME!!!!
haha.one FINE day.i will WIN you IN MINESWEEPER...!!!!haha.yes.she's my daughter for goodness sake eh.LOL.dunch anyhow think ah you! -stares- wahaha.

wanna go back and pig already.tata!!

missesyou*loads
13days.

2005-11-30T23:44:00.000-08:00

heyys..im so dead beat la kans.haha.okays.let's see wad i did today.woke up ard 1230pm.had breakfast.washed-up and changed.left da hse at 1pm.took mrt to bedok den cab down to anglican high sch.was lazy to walk there.wahaha.yeah.and i was still in my sleepy and blurblur look okays.emily called me to ask where was i.haha.den reached the sch.saw them doing their warm-ups.and i.was super duper slow okay.put down my bag.sit on the floor and started to change my shoes.wahaha.they were done with their warm ups and i was still taking my own sweet sweet time to tie my shoe laces okays.haha.did my warm up. okay 1st match with pl against shi ting and joyce.haha.both of them sec 3.very scary okay.they dunch even smile lorr.
haha.used to it already la.wahaha.played badly though we won them.coach said that pl and i were very slow on da court.LOL.yeah.den rested for a while.umpired for jw and lz match.rested.
pl and i were super bored la hor.den we keep asking coach when will be our turn to play.haha.
den he said no one wans to play with us! TSK.how can mens.haha.okays.den we suggested to coach we play a match against xiao qi zhen and brenda.haha.okays.li xuan was our empire la.haha.she kept saying tt xiao qi zhen is super duper cute okay.during the match.xqz kept laughing and smiling la.haha.in the end.i couldnt take it anymore and burst out into laughter too!
haha.luckily coach didnt see it ahs.if not sure get scolded.LOL.hehe.

after that.played match with lx.pl.st. haha.was playing half way and coach told us to gather ard
yubbs.coach did some conclusion on all out matches.haha.after coach speech.we thanked everyone.including both our and their coaches. =] shaked their hands.haha.so hilarious mens.
we shaked their right hands.after shaking their right hands they wanted to shaked our left hands too!! haha.okays.den we shaked and shaked.haha.coach dismissed us.left lx.emily.me.pl.calista.st.evan. haha.we changed den chat for a while.pl.calista.st and evan went to ljs for their dinner.haha.stayed with emily to acc lx to SEE XIAO QI ZHEN.HER IDOL.
wahaha.okays.left ard 530.went to look for the gers at ljs.had 2fishes and fries for dinner.haha
FULL-ED with da food mens.haha.den headed home.haha.was listening to the mp3 and chatting with the juniors.haha.shared the mp3 songs with evan la hor.haha.trying to sleep and she the smartie ger.on techno.and it's full blast too! haha.grumbled to her la okays.den lx.emily.evan and me took pics on da train.haha.and i did manage to get some sleep b4 alighting da train, i dreamt abt you*.i kept thinking of you* =)) anyways. had a fun trip home with them. =]] arrived home at 810pm.showered.read the newspaper.haha.yeah.watched some tv and now im online! wahaha.yeah.gonna go watch the second part of the white chicks already! tata everyone. =]

iloveyou*loadsandimissyou*lots.
love loves love.

2005-11-30T01:12:00.000-08:00

haha.overslept today so i didnt attend trng.wahaha.luckily ms tan wasnt there mens -grins- den went out for a interview.came home.played neopets.watched vcds.msg-ing.haha.was lazing ard the hse the whole day.and yea she left already! =( come back asap ahs.dunch play and play till u forget to come back.tmr having friendly with ahs.all da best mens! =) haha.chatting with whitney now.she make me wanna laugh till i roll on to the floor la kan.haha.both of us were the lamers yet i claim im the only lamer.wahaha.okays.i dunno wad im toking la kies.but yeah.i miss you* loads.couldnt concentrate in everything i do.i miss you* sigh.
anyways.i wanna go pig already.so tired.cramps are killing me la.ahhh!!!
im missing you like crazy you know.

loves.misses.

2005-11-29T17:00:00.000-08:00

7more hrs and you're gonna leave here =(
hurry come back alrights! =]
i miss you.everyone misses u too!! =) but i miss u more !
love loves

2005-11-28T00:06:00.000-08:00

haha.yes.im half way done with this new bloggie mens.-dances- been busy going out for the past few days la.so tired.didnt have proper rest.lol.yesterday.attended my cuz wedd dinner at M HOTEL.haha.wad a nice name. =] dinner started ard 755pm.haha.was super duper hungry la.so i kept drinking water.lol.drank more than 3 glasses.went home abt 1045pm.sent our relatives off.reached home ard 1130pm.showered.watched vcd-cello.haha.yes again ppl.im watching cello again and again.haha.slept ard 130am.was really an owl mens.

today.i was late for trng la! stupid dumb dumb.it's so hard to get a cab nowadays.waited for 20mins jus for one cab la.haha.somemore it's at da main road.haha.nvm la.shall stop whinning.
anyways.reached da trng centre.ms tan was chatting with coach .lol. did my warm-up.valerie.emily and i were late for trng!!haha.should have cabbed down with valerie and emily mens.lol.sec 1s werent there for trng cos they had friendly matches against marsiling sec this morning.coach was nice and he let them off =)) training wasnt tiring.in actual fact. it was a smiling session for me la!haha.so funny la kan.i keep smiling to emily.and she smiled back to me too!haha.ran 3 rounds ard the trng centre.okays.my racket string snapped.the 2nd racket okay! i have to spend so much money on these two precious rackets and get them re-string b4 the tourny starts nxt wk.sadded la.i still have emily's racket to re-string too. =( haha.training ended at 415pm.since it was still early.decided to go home for a nap and out for night trng.bought instant cup noodles for dinner at cheers.okays.the soup was spicy la.haha.kept drinking cold water and eventually i got FULL!!=)) night trng was tiring but it's fun! haha.coach asked us to do the ermmm...hou zhang si dian sha.everyone was struggling with that hou zhang si dian sha qiu lah.haha.but still we managed to get hold of tt skill.haha.after trng.went to accompany the juniors to buy foodie.haha.didnt want to spend my money so i keep stealing food from my juniors =)) badie me.wahahaha.

gonna wake up very early for trng tmr.have to reach da trng centre b4 9am.that's wad coach said.and im not gonna get my 8hrs of slp.ahhh!!!and after trng.im gonna go for a job interview at turf city ! haha.okays.hopefully i can get this job mens.really bankcrupt now!!gotta settle my hp bills which is like 200bucks for two months la!! haha.really saddening lorr.tmr she's leaving for london already!! ehs.u better come back soon !! 3 wks is extremely long la.bring back my X-mas
pressie hor.heehee.takkiare yea!

2005-11-27T02:08:00.000-08:00

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2005-11-27T01:48:00.000-08:00

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